I find myself incredibly restless, but unmotivated.
Which isn’t to say I haven’t been productive today. I’ve already done my homework and I did a practice test for math. Did edits on Justin’s website, which is getting closer & closer to launch-readiness, and sent emails about school stuff. So, now it’s 9:30 and I should be exhausted, but I have a lingering wakefulness. (Is that even a word?)
I have personal projects and real work to do, but I have no desire to do either. I don’t want to be play videogames or read or anything. I’m just so blah right now. Why aren’t I tired?!?!?
Why is it that when I have no time at all I can think of 50 things I’d loooove to do, but when I have free time I can’t think of most of those things, and even if I do I don’t want to do any of them? I must be outta my gourd.
I want to work on my shopping cart. VPN, I demand you exist now!